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Disposition

by Young Animals

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1.
Plaidapus 02:46
Harshly spoken words untrue Roughly, those hands are placed upon you Scattered thoughts create a flood Drowning, trying not to come undone Controlling, let me free, can’t beat the life out of me Please know, I won’t be told this is the way I deserve to be treated The shackles you’ve placed on my mind, I’ve finally found the key It’s knowing I’m worth more than your lies You can’t control a soul that’s learned to fly
2.
Paradøx 03:03
These phantom hands grip me tightly around my neck Keep me from speaking up or ever really moving forward Trapped in by fear of failure and uncertainty Forced to wear this mask, you’ll never see the real me Catch my breath, put it in a jar and keep it safe and sound Use what’s left, convince my fluttered heartbeat to settle down I can’t see through these lies that my mind tends to create Or ever feel like I’m good enough for those in my life Burning bridges made to last, always falling back into the regrets of my past Together or apart, we’ll be forced to work through this The silence as loud as a rush of blood through my head Bittersweet and unmoving, these waves crash heavy Calloused, not calm, I’m holding us steady because of you
3.
Regular Legs 03:11
Wandering down beaten paths, going nowhere fast Cancelled out my regret the stronger that it gets Can't return to what I know, all I feel's alone Where can you run to when nothing feels the same? Can't escape all my demons They haunt me almost nightly Won’t go back to what to what hurt me Please try to understand why I’m out of place when I’m here I need a space to hide my fears I don’t feel like coming home I don’t feel like I belong Our paper boats that sail the streets They sink through the gutters eventually.
4.
Faron 03:34
How selfish would it be of me to make you my entire world? Forget what I said about not even being worth a second of your time Need you like the blood that flows through my veins, you make me feel alive So is it worth it to fill your silence with my cacophony? I’m here to bring you up a few notches, so we’re on even ground I’ll show you that you’re so much more than you let on to be I’m here to let you know you don’t have to pretend no more (no) But you’re not even listening Now that we’re finally eye to eye, do you understand what I’m saying? Won’t back away from this, I’ll make you feel the spark that’s deep inside me Stop acting like you’re not allowed to have connections with somebody You’re not so special to get to avoid a life where you feel whole Trying so hard to convey that with you My world’s no longer a boring shade of grey I know we’ll find the way This is what I’ve been longing for, I’m hoping that you’ll stay No longer grey, please say you’ll stay.
5.
Lie down with me, we’ll take a backseat As life goes quickly, let’s change the meaning of “Lasts forever” or “through whatever” to as long as my lungs still fill with this air that we must breathe. And maybe it’s not perfect And maybe we’re not ideal But fuck it, I feel less insane Whenever you are near Cause when we are as one, reality’s a blur We’ll take on the world together And break down the barriers that keep us so unsure Like moths attracted to light so blindly I’ll follow you into the sun while never looking back Shout it out, we are complete No doubt, you’re my heartbeat
6.
Creggplant 03:16
It’s one of those things where you know you shouldn’t indulge your desires But the thought of something better compels you to follow your heart, not your mind Will this cause a quickened heartbeat A rush of adrenaline through my body Like a late night car ride Singing at the top of our lungs Hoping the noise will drown out the thoughts of memories I wished I’d never made with him All good things must end, but the bad will linger on Like cigarette smoke stuck in my lungs I want this bad, but I’ll hold on I need this bad, but you have doubts
7.
Commando 03:12
Stop running from what you need Take control of the life you want to lead This will pass in time The future is a ghost you cannot grab a hold of. The past, a tangible presence you will never let go of Sad to think that I’m just a fraction of what I want to be, what I need to be Been told I’m worth more than what’s in front of me, but that’s hard to see Hard to listen when self doubt drown out everything, struggling to breathe Want there to be truth in the words when I say “I am fine.” As hollow as I feel, I still want to be better To know what happiness is, to not feel bitter I’ll live my life for myself, I’ll be my own center Remind myself to take care of the only thing that matters To not let these feelings trap me, and keep me from feeling whole I am fine
8.
Sitting alone for the first time since You invaded my life, my thoughts, my existence Sitting alone to catch my breath To pull myself out of this depth you left. Still try to think of words I could have said To keep you here and not, not just in my head I know it’s not my fault you left But since you forced this ignorance I can’t let this go Can’t say we’re better off here Stuck in our broken bodies Was there so much to fear To leave us here, so empty? I’m still waiting For the moment I can understand why And I’m still waiting To forgive myself for letting our time slip by Congratulations, you got what you wanted
9.
If it’s taking all I’ve got to be honest If I’m giving all I’ve got to breathe If I’m thinking I’ll never be exactly what you want I’ll let these four walls crack and crumble, and form debris Because this white picket fence has grown dirty once again Cover it with some paint, just to let it rot away, pretend that it’s okay I loved each minute of what we had But when doors close and lock, it’s hard to form a key When the ivy starts to take a hold of me Let it be, so I can become something bigger than I’ve ever dreamed I’ll leave these words right here for you when I’m gone
10.
Disposition 03:54
Shattered by what you spoke, who knew words could kill? The reality they brought to my attention The images of betrayal stuck in my mind A dagger in my chest would hurt much less Poisoning my thoughts Shredding the confidence I fought so hard to find. Did it feel as good as she looked? Was it worth the void you put between us? No matter how you try to fill it up There will still be all these holes and missing pieces And I will try to swallow the bad taste this leaves Don’t be surprised when I choke it back up Learn to forgive, I won’t forget Actions speak louder than words Leaving scars on my image of you
11.
Clover 05:07
What I’ve always wanted, came across so sudden These new memories have kept me safe through changing times Now I’m part of something that gives my life meaning I know that it’s the best decision that I have ever made With you by my side, staying up all night Living our best lives, this is where I thrive Took so long to see, what is best for me Happy to be here, nothing left to fear This won’t ever feel like I’m settling Learning to live without regrets This won’t ever feel uncomfortable Didn’t have to change myself at all These newly found pieces seem to fit so perfectly Into the crazy puzzle I am completing of my life They build me up into what I want, wanna be Shaped me, built me a better, better me This is how I’ll live my life, the bottles I drink will never let me down This is how I’ll live my life, these sleepless nights with these sounds all around This is how I’ll live my life, not sorry for wanting out of this town Won’t go down without a fight, I’m stronger now, I’m on the rebound This is how I’ll live my life, this is how I’ll love my life Been drinking away my problems for quite some time Who knew it could be so lonely trapped in my own mind? And maybe I’m not quite where I need to be, but it feels like home And maybe I’m still not where I need to be, but this feels like home This is how I’ll live my life, I’m learning to love myself again

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Young Animals' debut LP!!!

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released April 20, 2018

Young Animals is:
Quinn Briceño - guitars
Nathan Smith - guitars
Olivia Schulte - vocals
Tommy Heagney - bass
Joey Willey - drums, percussion

Group vocals by Young Animals and Ryan Wasoba.

Recorded at Bird Cloud Recording with Ryan Wasoba in Edwardsville, IL in January 2017 and January 2018.

All songs written by Young Animals.
Recorded, produced, mixed, and mastered by Ryan Wasoba at Bird Cloud Recording in Edwardsville, IL.
Artwork by Joshua Lawrence and Quinn Briceño.

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Young Animals St. Louis, Missouri

Twinkly emo math rock with some of that good ol' midwest flavor mixed in.
Young Animals is:
Quinn Briceño (he/him)
Tommy Heagney (he/him)
Olive Schulte (they/them)
Nathan Smith (he/him)
Joe Zempel (he/him)
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